NEW YORK, NY.- Nothing in this world is certain except death and taxes, and Molly Nilsson writes songs about both.
The Swedish-born singer began her career making hazy synth-pop tracks, with titles like More Certain Than Death and I Hope You Die, that suggested love and mortality were always intertwined. But, over the past decade, politics has increasingly shaded her work: A Nilsson record might be the only place where references to late capitalism and the trickle-down economy feel perfectly at home in a pop song. Her latest album Un-American Activities features a song about communism thats also an hommage to Madonnas Vogue.
Im writing the kind of music that I want to listen to myself, Nilsson said recently in a video interview from Berlin, where she lives.
Over her 16-year career, Nilsson, 39, has established a cult following while working outside the music industrys norms. She is her own manager, books her own tours and has never hired a publicist. For years, she pressed her own records and hawked them around record stores herself.
The industry needs you a lot more than you need it, she said. Im kind of bulletproof, she added, because even if I fail at what Im doing, at least I did it.
Un-American Activities, released this month, is Nilssons most nakedly political record yet: an album-length exploration of McCarthyist blacklisting that draws lines between what Nilsson called the persecution of leftists and socialists in the 40s and 50s and the rise of the far-right today.
A lot of young people maybe ask themselves, How did we end up where we are today? And for me its very clear, she said.
This political consciousness has its roots in Nilssons childhood. Her postal worker father and her mother, who worked for Ikea, were both trade unionists, and Nilsson recalled attending marches with them. As a teen, she formed a band with friends, funded by a stipend from the Swedish government.
After graduating high school, Nilsson thought she wanted to become an illustrator, and had heard that Berlin was the city where artists live, the way New York was in the 70s. When she arrived there in 2003, she said she felt liberated by the fact that you didnt have to be a musician to make music, you didnt have to be living off your paintings to call yourself an artist.
A year later, Nilsson accidentally became pregnant. Getting an abortion was a dreadful experience, she said, but afterward, she had this feeling like I reclaimed my life. She began making laconic, spartan synth tracks about lonely parties and forlorn romances on a keyboard she found in her rented apartment.
Her favorites ended up on These Things Take Time, a compilation CD she burned and sold herself. From then, she began self-releasing albums at a yearly clip through her one-woman record label Dark Skies Association, while she did odd jobs working the coat check at the techno club Berghain, or selling sandwiches at a market to fund her art.
The 2011 release of her fourth album, History, was a turning point, and gig bookers started emailing. I suddenly had a tour, Nilsson said. She took time off from her job as a guard at an art gallery, but never went back. I had the feeling like, This is temporary, she said. And then the years pass, and people still want to hear me sing.
Although Nilsson has turned down offers from managers and labels, she has accepted support from like-minded industry people, like Michael Kasparis, whom she met in 2010 after dropping off some of her records at a London record store where he worked as a buyer. They became friends and Kasparis began helping distribute Nilssons albums through his fledgling indie label, Night School.
Forging a friendship with Kasparis, Nilsson said, has made her even more resistant to the idea of signing to a label and determined to wreak a vengeance on the music industry. She said she loves sharing the work, but also sharing the enthusiasm having a partner in crime and being like, OK, were taking on the world now.
Nilsson has a very complete sense of who she is, and how to do things, Kasparis said: She hasnt done anything to get bigger the quality of her music reaches people organically. That meant she had turned down a lot of big ticket stuff, he added, including commercial tie-ins and soundtrack stuff.
But that also meant she was free to take risks, like her 2022 album Extreme, a metal-influenced detour about love and power, or Un-American Activities, which no longer couches Nilssons politics in stories of love and empowerment.
On previous albums, I always had to kind of lure people in and be like, Come listen to my music, and while youre here, Ill tell you something, she said. With this album, I felt like I dont need to lure people in Im just going to call it Un-American Activities, Im going to have a song called The Communist Party. Its quite clear and open I dont have to hide anything.
This article originally appeared in
The New York Times.