NEW YORK, NY.- Rebecca Hall stood in front of an easel, her face contemplative. She moved a paintbrush gently on a palette, then applied the paint to the canvas. This was in her studio, a converted barn next door to where Hall lives in upstate New York with her husband, actor Morgan Spector, and their 5-year-old daughter, Ida.
When shes not acting, Hall paints as a way of channeling her creativity. Her father, Sir Peter Hall who founded the Royal Shakespeare Company once warned her about dividing her talents. He said that its very hard to do more than one thing, which really haunted me for a really long time, Hall said. Increasingly, though, I refuse to stay in one lane.
This, in many ways, is Hall in a nutshell: unwilling to be boxed in, an artist at heart. At 41, Hall is considered by some to be one of her generations most talented actresses. She possesses an unnerving maturity and an unparalleled capacity for versatility. She can so thoroughly embody a character that, as New York Times film critic Manohla Dargis once wrote, she becomes your way into the movie as well as the reason you keep watching. But her career choices reveal a circuitous route toward stardom, a push and pull between projects with famous directors and actors and those on a much smaller scale, including independent films and stage productions.
She appears in this months Godzilla x Kong: The New Empire, a big-budget monster film. In it, she plays Ilene Andrews, an anthropological linguist, who serves as a maternal Jane Goodall-type figure for Kong. Its the type of heavily marketed blockbuster that a younger Rebecca Hall might have objected to. So why did she do it?
The cynical answer is you dont get to be an artist in this day and age without doing some of those, she replied. But Im also a straight-up lover of cinema, and that involves all kinds of cinema. I dont have the mentality of, Oh, Ive got to do one for them, and then I can do one for me. Theres also a huge amount of fun in it, and Im proud of the end result.
Hall shared a story about starting out in Hollywood. She had just signed with Creative Artists Agency and was visiting Los Angeles for the first time. I was being sent around to auditions, and I sensed a little bit of a pattern, she said. I wasnt anywhere near getting any of these jobs. But I wrote a letter to my agent at the time saying: I think of myself as a different kind of actor. I want to do interesting independent films. Please stop putting me up for these blockbusters. Im not a conventional movie star, and how dare you.
Hall paused. I mean, I was probably nicer than that, she said. Im more polite. But the gist of it was, I wish for you to conceive of me as something other than what youre conceiving me.
The story made Hall cringe. As cool and righteous as it sounds, I think it was an error, she said. The more of those big jobs that I wouldve done in my 20s, the more access I wouldve had to other work. It was also incredibly arrogant to assume that all those films were unworthy. Of course, I wanted to be in those films, too. I didnt know what I was talking about.
Dan Stevens, a Godzilla x Kong co-star who met Hall when they were students at Cambridge and were cast in Macbeth, said: I dont think either of us ever had movie star set in our sights. Rebecca always had artist written all over her.
Halls Hollywood star turn came in 2008, as the conservative brunette to Scarlett Johanssons more impulsive blonde in Woody Allens Vicky Cristina Barcelona, a role for which she was nominated for a Golden Globe. Before that, she had apprenticed under her father and made her television debut at 10 in The Camomile Lawn. Her father would later cast her at 21 as Rosalind in an acclaimed production of As You Like It. She has gone on to play a variety of characters, including Ben Afflecks virtuous love interest in The Town and a ditsy Las Vegas dancer in Stephen Frears Lay the Favorite. In 2016, she received wide acclaim for Christine, a film about a television reporter who took her own life on camera in 1974, directed by Antonio Campos.
A Luxury Not Guaranteed
Rebecca loves playing women on the verge of a breakdown, Campos said. She likes playing complicated, hard roles.
He added, Its funny; shes either doing a romantic comedy or shes doing the most complicated, tricky, difficult, unhinged performance.
Her body of work has revealed a curious eclecticism, one that is best explained, Hall said, more by her drive to try something new than by an interest in building a strategic career, though she said the former was a luxury not always guaranteed.
Hollywood may not be able to categorize Hall, but the fashion world has happily embraced her many variations. Hall and Spector frequently attend fashion shows, most recently as the guests of Thom Browne, Gabriela Hearst and Batsheva Hay. Someone with that caliber of intelligence and curiosity, its normal that she will articulate herself in different mediums so she can sense and understand the world, Hearst said.
Shes always been interested in great work, said actor Khalid Abdalla, who also attended Cambridge with Hall and directed her in a production of Whos Afraid of Virginia Woolf? that won the hard-earned praise of her father. Not interested in stardom, not interested in celebrity for celebritys sake, but how you negotiate that path, particularly as a woman, Abdalla added. And particularly as a woman in a pre-#MeToo era in your 20s.
But the Hollywood that Hall grew up admiring had changed. It isnt as easy to build a career doing indies. Hall acknowledged that the Gen X attitude against selling out no longer applied. If anything, actors today reverse-engineer their artistic bona fides, first achieving megafame with a franchise, then leveraging that celebrity to make what they want.
Still, she has no regrets. You should ask her, What are the projects you havent done? Campos said. There are films where I went: Oh my god, you didnt do that! Why didnt you do that? But I think shes very content with how things are going. She does what she wants to do.
I asked Hall about this. Could she share some of the roles she turned down? Oh, Ive got some good ones, she said, chuckling. She appeared to run through a list in her head, then stopped. Oh no, I cant, I cant. I dont want to get into it. It opens too many cans of worms. I think Ill do it when Im much older, then Ill spill everything.
Acting Comes Easy to Me
In the last few months, Hall has been quietly sharing her paintings on social media. She recently began to sell them through her direct messages. This April, a number of her paintings studies of various audiences will be on view at Alchemy Gallery in New York City, in dialogue with the work of her friend Rob Roth, an actor, artist and creative director of the band Blondie. I asked her, Well, why audiences? Roth explained. And Rebecca said, Well, theyve been staring at me for so long, I figured I should look at them.
Three years ago, Hall made her directorial debut with her adaptation of Nella Larsens 1929 novel, Passing. The project was 15 years in the making. Hall had originally read the book in response to the fact that her maternal grandfather a Black hotel door attendant from Detroit passed as white after marrying a woman of Dutch descent. Halls mother, acclaimed opera singer Maria Ewing, passed as white as well. The film offered a sense of closure for Ewing, who died in 2022. She reached some real peace about her racial identity towards the end, which I never thought would happen, Hall said.
She is now at work on a new script for a film she wants to direct, one loosely inspired by her relationship with her mother. For all of her mothers life, Hall had to manage her expectations about her own celebrity: Ewing had always encouraged her to be a star, but she had to be careful never to eclipse her mother, she said.
Theres no easy way of saying this: My mother had a lot of profound mental health complications, she said. And I was a caretaker for her entire life, in one way or another. So it was very hard for me. I was always thinking about her. It was impossible to navigate, because I was always doing something wrong.
Hall knows it will take time to produce such a personal film. After Passing, Hall found, to her surprise, that she wanted to return to her acting career more urgently than ever.
I dont say this lightly or flippantly, but acting comes easy to me, she said. And the ease with which I often find acting can lead to a kind of disrespect for it in a weird way.
In 2022, she chose to star in the thriller Resurrection, where, as a single mother terrorized by a man from her past, she delivered an eight-minute monologue that Vulture film critic Bilge Ebiri wrote is so riveting, so mystifying and terrifying that you shouldnt be surprised if it shows up in every acting class sometime in the near future.
Hall had wanted a real challenge: Storytelling has been around forever, so I came out of it being like, Oh, acting is really one of the noblest professions. It reinvigorated something in me.
Hall is appearing next in Janicza Bravos The Listeners, a BBC adaptation of the 2021 novel by Jordan Tannahill about a woman who can hear a sound no one else can. She also has a role in James L. Brooks upcoming comedy Ella McCay, with Ayo Edebiri and Jamie Lee Curtis, about a young politician who steps into the role of her mentor.
I felt some kind of tether to her, Bravo said about their time filming The Listeners. There are these people you fall in love with on the screen, and you have a false idea of what they are going to be like. She was better than the thing I had imagined.
Hall has been married to Spector, 43, since 2015. The couple met the year before, while both in the Broadway revival of Sophie Treadwells Machinal and have worked together many times since. Their wedding was a spontaneous and improvised affair something only two actors would have had. They rented a barn for a weekend and asked friends to perform a ritual or ceremony with them. We had a theme, which was Bring your own wedding, Hall said.
She said she hadnt expected to want marriage, or a family, but that changed with Spector. (She had her own tabloid moment in 2010 when it was rumored she was the cause of the split between director Sam Mendes and Kate Winslet. Mendes and Hall dated from 2011 to 2013.) Marriage felt to me like a Kierkegaardian leap of faith, Hall said. I believe that the whole idea of it is logically impossible, so deciding to do it anyway is a pure act of hope.
While the afternoon light was fading, Hall finished her painting. Or it was finished enough. Hall likes the work of Alex Katz and has a similar fondness for flat lines and bright colors. In the next few weeks, Hall would embark on the press tour for Godzilla x Kong.
She talked about how much she loves her life upstate, with its deliberate sense of isolation. Both are at the heart of the conflicting impulses that drive her as an actor.
I wanted to be a movie star as much as I wanted to be an artist, she explained. I was always dancing towards a desire to be an iconically famous amazing movie star, and also, Oh, no, certainly not. I must hide immediately. I was always doing that dance, and I still am, and I probably will forever. Thats just my truth.
This article originally appeared in
The New York Times.