NEW YORK, NY.- In prettygirl264264 (2018), choreographer Ashley R.T. Yergens threw himself a funeral.
It was absurd, and funny, with an In Loving Memory card in lieu of a program, and an a cappella rendition of Celine Dions Its All Coming Back to Me Now.
But it was also a dark meditation on how transgender people can be treated, even in death. It was connected to this question of, How will I be remembered? said Yergens, 32, who is trans. Will I get to have a funeral in the way that other people get to be remembered?
Yergens latest work, Surrogate, premiering this week at New York Live Arts, contains another premature life-cycle event: a birthday party for a frozen embryo. There is darkness under the surface here, too, as there often is in work by the Brooklyn-based Yergens, whose brash, irreverent dances are stuffed with obscure pop-culture references and virtuosic movement equally inspired by the postmodern tradition and the queer nightclub.
During the course of making this new work, Yergens, who recently froze 24 embryos his eggs and an anonymous donors sperm saw his parenthood journey with a surrogate end, and watched as a state Supreme Court ruling in Alabama (later essentially made ineffective by new legislation) threatened the future of IVF.
That birthday celebration, Yergens said, comes from a real fear of, I dont know if Im going to be able to have a kid in this way.
Until a few years ago, Yergens wasnt interested in becoming a parent at all. But during the pandemic, something surprising happened: He was hit with a case of baby fever.
Im like, You are on testosterone, he said. You have been in normal male range for years now. What is this biological urge?
Yergens journey through the embryo freezing and surrogacy process would become source material for Surrogate, which also pulls from a 2008 Oprah Winfrey interview with Thomas Beatie, a trans man whose pregnancy was the object of public fascination. Yergens saw the interview as a 16-year-old. I think it contributed to a delay in transitioning for me, he said. It kind of felt like, Youre going to transition, and then youre going to be a pregnant man.
The persistence of that stigma led Yergens to pursue using a surrogate. The process, he said, strangely mirrored his experience as a choreographer, living through the bodies of the dancers performing his work. Theres this tension around literally asking someone to carry your genes, which is potentially life-threatening, he said. And then theres the physical labor I ask people to do in dance. I got interested in how surrogacy shows up in these different ways.
Yergens heightens and complicates this dynamic between choreographer and performer through his role in Surrogate: Though he is usually the central performer in his work, here he sits in the tech booth, where he makes an announcement, and sings original songs.
Social media, too, is a form of surrogacy, Yergens said, noting how it can supplant other forms of communication and how, during the pandemic, it replaced theaters as a space where artists could share their work. One monologue in Surrogate is based on hateful comments Yergens received on Instagram. Rewritten until theyre absurd, they are delivered by a mean, tell-it-like-it-is therapist character played by Nicola Gorham.
The structure of the piece lots of short, fast-moving vignettes feels like scrolling on social media, Gorham said: Its like an Instagram feed, where everything seems so isolated, but in fact there are these connections you dont see at first glance, because its all been curated by the algorithm.
The algorithm, she added, is giving us all things Ash Yergens goes by Ash which is terrifying and amazing.
Some of what the Ash algorithm spits out in Surrogate is Children Will Listen from Sondheims Into the Woods, a human merry-go-round, a quote from the English philosopher Alan Watts and a meditation. Im someone who likes to throw in everything and the kitchen sink, Yergens said.
More from the algorithm: early 90s aerobics-style dances, performed by Justin Faircloth, which Yergens created by mixing and matching phrases from videos he found online. That makes the transitions between the steps difficult and, Yergens said, creates fun mishaps. (He is preoccupied by transitions, and yes, hes aware of the metaphor.)
Yergens loves what he calls lowbrow aesthetics wrestling, drag, cabaret. There are definitely some choices that I make that I think are funny or thought provoking because of how dumb they are, he said.
He also likes to include the occasional highbrow reference like that Alan Watts quote, which is printed on a performers T-shirt that he doesnt fully understand. I intentionally dont learn much about it, because it allows for some absurdity to happen, he said. Then I like to go back after Ive made something and Im like, What have I done!?
Yergens acknowledges that his work can be shocking, perhaps even inflammatory. I guess the question Im exploring behind the scenes of this work is, Is there some value in being a little inflammatory? he said. And maybe Ill be like, nope.
This article originally appeared in
The New York Times.