LONDON.- One spring morning in 1970, model Pattie Boyd was having breakfast at her ramshackle mansion in the English countryside when she received a letter marked Urgent.
Inside the envelope was a short, lovesick note. Dearest L, the letter began, adding later, It seems like an eternity since I last saw or spoke to you! As Boyd read on, the note took on a desperate tone: If there is still a feeling in your heart for me
you must let me know!
Dont telephone, the emotional scribe added. Send a letter
that is much safer.
The author signed off with a mysterious E.
In a recent interview, Boyd recalled that she had assumed the letter was from a crazed fan and showed it to her husband, Beatles guitarist George Harrison. Then she forgot about it until a few hours later when the phone rang. It was Eric Clapton, the rock guitarist and one of Harrisons friends.
Did you get my letter? Clapton asked.
More than 50 years after Claptons missive drew Boyd into one of rock musics most mythic love triangles, the note is getting a moment in the spotlight. On Friday, Christies will auction more than 110 items from Boyds archives, including the letter (with an estimated price of up to 15,000 pounds, or about $19,000), as well as photographs of Clapton and Harrison and handwritten song lyrics by both those rock greats.
Boyd said she was parting with the intimate correspondence because she had moved on from that part of her life. Eric wrote the most divine, beautiful letters, and I dont want to keep reading them, Boyd said. It hurts.
After receiving Claptons phone call, Boyd said that she didnt know whether to feel joyous or guilty for having caught his attention. Frustrated in her marriage with Harrison increasingly preoccupied by the Beatles breakup Boyd said she couldnt choose between the two men. My astrological sign is Pisces, which is fishes swimming in different directions, Boyd said. Making up my mind on these major decisions is always hell.
Clapton pursued Boyd in person, letter and song. Boyd recalled that he invited her to a London apartment where he played her a song he had written about a man obsessed with a woman who keeps refusing his advances. It was Layla, which became one of the great love songs of the 1970s.
I just knew knew, knew! it was about me, Boyd recalled of the moment she first heard Layla.
I went hot and cold because it was beautiful, so intense and amazing, she said. At the same time, the old Pisces in me thought, Oh my God, if George hears this hes going to realize its about me. (The Christies sale includes a painting used as the cover art for the 1970 album Layla and Other Assorted Love Songs, by Claptons group Derek and the Dominos.)
Clapton declined an interview request for this article, but in a 2007 interview with The New York Times, he said that, although he was infatuated with Boyd, Layla wasnt a documentary. Creating a song is just putting a stamp on a feeling, he said.
Boyd described her relationship with Clapton as a fling but said that she felt morally bound to remain a married woman. Her mother had divorced twice, she added. I saw how destructive it was for her, and so I didnt want to repeat history.
Soon after the two became involved, Clapton disappeared into heroin addiction. But he wrote again to Boyd in 1971, when he sent her a letter written on a page torn from John Steinbecks novel Of Mice and Men.
I am at the end of my mind, he wrote in neat cursive. If you dont want me, please break the spell that binds me.
To cage a wild animal is a sin, Clapton wrote, to tame him is divine.
That letter is also in the Christies sale, with an estimated price around $19,000.
Among other correspondence in the auction is a 1971 letter that Harrison sent Boyd from New York, where the Beatle had several business meetings and ate many grilled cheese sandwiches, he wrote. Boyd said Harrison always told her he loved her in letters and postcards, but he often focused on the irritations of life on the road. They were proper letters, Boyd said, whereas Erics had nothing to do with the day, or what he was doing in the studio. He was just intense.
Harrison was aware of his friends feelings for Boyd. In her memoir, Wonderful Tonight, Boyd recalls a party at which Clapton said to Harrison, I have to tell you, man, that Im in love with your wife. Yet the men never came to blows. For musicians, Boyd said, rivalry is played out via a guitar.
Eventually, Boyd succumbed to Claptons charm. In July 1974, she left Harrison. A week later, Clapton called and asked her to join him on tour, a call that led to a 10-year marriage and another classic song. In 1976, Clapton wrote Wonderful Tonight while waiting for Boyd to choose a party outfit.
When I finally made my decision and came downstairs, I expected Eric to be pissed off with me for taking so long, Boyd said. Instead he said, Listen to what Ive written.
In an era when many artists write their lyrics, let alone their love letters, on smartphones, Adrian Hume-Sayer, the director of specialist sales at Christies, said that he expected there to be fewer sales of such intimate correspondence. It was also rare for a love triangle to be at the center of such creativity, he said.
Boyd also seemed aware of how much times had changed. There was more romance years ago, she said.
Im sure people do romantic things now, she added, but I cant imagine what they are. If you know, please tell me.
This article originally appeared in
The New York Times.