NEW YORK, NY.- Minutes into The Confessions, a new production by British playwright and director Alexander Zeldin, the main character, Alice, says demurely, See, Im not interesting. I have nothing of interest to tell.
How many women have said as much before sharing piercing experiences? Thankfully, Zeldin didnt take the woman on whom Alice is based his mother at her word. Instead, in The Confessions, which runs through Oct. 14 at the Odéon-Théâtre de lEurope, in Paris, he re-creates her winding, painful path to a life of her own. (The show transfers to the National Theater, in London, and to the Comédie de Gèneve, in Geneva, later this fall.)
While Zeldin is best known for his Inequalities trilogy, which explored the damage that government austerity policies have inflicted on ordinary British people, he has increasingly turned to his own origins for inspiration. A Death in the Family, a French-language production he created in 2022, was partly inspired by the deaths of his father and grandmother. The Confessions, which is performed in English, is even more personal: In the final few scenes, Lilit Lesser plays a younger version of Zeldin, named Leander here.
Not that Zeldins modus operandi has changed. Just as he interviewed social workers and homeless families for the Inequalities plays, according to an interview in the playbill, he recorded lengthy conversations with his mother as the source material for this production.
The Confessions fits into an intriguing trend. Over the past few years, prominent male writers in France have been telling their mothers stories. In 2021, Édouard Louis published a short volume about his working-class mother, A Womans Battles and Transformations. The same year, playwright Wajdi Mouawad, who is at the helm of the Théâtre National de la Colline in Paris, delved into his familys exile from Lebanon from a similar point of view in Mother.
Zeldin states in the playbill that he, like Louis, was inspired by the Nobel Prize-winning author Annie Ernaux, and The Confessions openly reckons with the harm that patriarchal norms have inflicted upon women. The expectations of others keep thwarting Alice, an initially shy girl from Australia who inherited her fathers love of painting. Her art studies are deemed a failure, and her mother encourages a quick marriage to a stilted sailor. Alice eventually finds the courage to divorce and pursue her dreams, but then a prominent art historian corners her in an artists studio and rapes her.
The scope of The Confessions has led Zeldin to take a step back from his usual naturalistic style. The sets are less true to life, and two actors play Alice at different ages. The older Alice, Amelda Brown, acts as a discreet witness, often sitting in the orchestra seats along with the audience and wistfully closing and reopening the stage curtains between some scenes.
The younger Alice, Eryn Jean Norvill, first appears on a stage within the stage, where the character and her friends hide behind curtains as naval cadets chase them. An early scene with her father, who clearly wishes to support his daughter yet fails to help her, skillfully exemplifies how young working-class women are encouraged not to get above themselves, as Alices mother reminds her.
The storytelling then settles into an efficient pattern, going from episode to episode in Alices life, with Norvill subtly manifesting the characters changes skittish, then increasingly self-reliant. Yet it takes the traumatic encounter with the art historian for The Confessions to move into a higher gear.
Arrestingly, Zeldin doesnt show us what happens. We see the man following Alice into the bathroom with the tacit approval of the artist hosting them, and a long silence ensues before she staggers out of the room, looking dazed.
Its more chilling than any literal depiction of violence could be, and the unusual form of reparation Alice then seeks elevates The Confessions further. While Alices well-meaning friends in the art world advise her to simply move on, she asks to stay alone with her aggressor at a party. Then she orders him to undress and get into a bath with her.
Movingly, the scene is played by Brown, the older Alice, as her younger counterpart looks on. Suddenly vulnerable, forced to recognize the humanity of the woman in front of him, the man grows flustered, then cries softly.
Mom, I had no idea, someone says from the audience after that encounter. Its the younger Zeldin, also acknowledging what his mother went through an event that led her to leave Australia for Europe, where she met Zeldins father, a Jewish refugee. Brian Lipson beautifully embodies his kind awkwardness, until his death when Zeldin was 15, but the focus remains on Alice a woman whose ordinary life was anything but.
And there is hope in seeing Zeldin, like Louis and Mouawad before him, look back on his mothers experiences with such care and empathy. I feel like forgiveness is near, the older Alice says at the end. The first step may be for men to listen, as Zeldin did.
The Confessions
Through Saturday at the Odéon-Théâtre de lEurope in Paris; theatre-odeon.eu.
This article originally appeared in
The New York Times.