GARRISON, NY.- Composer and lyricist Alex Bechtel didnt go looking for Penelope, the mythical character in The Odyssey famed for her clever weaving and steadfast endurance of long abandonment.
At a low moment in Bechtels romantic life, Penelope came to him, inspiring music that developed into a concept album a breakup album, really, begun in 2020 during the early months of the coronavirus pandemic. Bechtel was at home in Philadelphia, far from his partner in Boston, as their relationship fell apart and as he wondered, with the nations stages shuttered, whether he would ever be able to work in theater again.
The music, then, was also fed by what he called his terror and confusion and grief and longing for this thing that I have chosen to do with my life.
I started writing songs from the point of view of Penelope, he said. I never sat down to say, Wouldnt it be interesting to do an adaptation of The Odyssey from her point of view? Its just, I was going through this large experience, and that character was within arms reach.
For the next couple of weeks, on a sandy-floored stage in Garrison, New York, she will blossom into three dimensions. Penelope, a delicate, contemporary, unconventional musical that evolved from Bechtels aching album of the same name, has a preview Saturday and opens Sunday at Hudson Valley Shakespeare Festival. With five musicians pianist, percussionist and strings who function at times as a chorus in the ancient Greek sense, the show has a cast of one, Tatiana Wechsler, who plays Penelope.
Its kind of like if she were putting on her own cabaret act, Wechsler said, but then she gets stuck in the imaginings.
Directed in its world premiere by Eva Steinmetz, Penelope has a size well suited to the American theaters lately straitened economics.
Thats coincidental, though. Although Bechtel joked that its lucky he didnt come out of the pandemic with a 45-person musical, a solo piece simply seemed right for expressing Penelopes isolation and loneliness as she waits for her adventuring husband, Odysseus, to return.
It needed to just be her, Bechtel said on a cool and rainy August afternoon, fresh from playing the keyboard at a rehearsal down the road from the festivals tented stage.
Showing up
When Bechtel and Steinmetz talk about the projects origins, a slight but unmistakable haze of nostalgia sometimes softens their recollections.
He and I were having what we called weekly office hours, Steinmetz said, which was sitting on my porch drinking wine and eating pizza and talking about life and love and politics and art and grief. It was really sweet.
Part of that for me, he said, processing this thing I was moving through, was asking her opinion on this music that I was trying to construct into an album that had a narrative and a shape and was theatrical in its sort of construct. A lot of the ways that that album moves are because of things she was whispering in my ear.
As it grew, she said, and we realized that there really was a character here and this really was a story, then office hours became the sort of dream time when we imagined what it would be like to live in a world where we could do live theater again, and where we could turn it into a show, but kind of couldnt imagine what that world would look like.
The phrase that Bechtel uses to describe music appearing unbidden in his mind is showing up, which is how the album project had begun. What surprised him, after he had sent the tracks into the world, releasing them digitally on Bandcamp, was that new Penelope music kept showing up.
Partly, he said, that was the cyclical, unpredicted and nonlinear nature of healing. Like, you cant just decide youre done healing from a heartbreak. Thats not how the heart works.
But hope was also in the mix. As the reopening of theaters started to seem possible, Bechtel had reason to keep writing. He and Steinmetz started shaping the songs into a musical.
To workshop the show, they asked actor and writer Grace McLean of Natasha, Pierre & the Great Comet of 1812 and, more recently, Bad Cinderella to play Penelope.
McLean was already a fan of The Appointment, the critically embraced off-Broadway abortion musical that Steinmetz and Bechtel made with Alice Yorke and the company Lightning Rod Special. But that show, which juxtaposes the lurid absurdism of imaginary fetuses singing for their lives with the stark realism of pregnant women seeking abortions, would seem to have little overlap with Penelope.
Yet, Steinmetz sees a common thread in each musicals effort to take a wild and often monstrous myth and expose the everyday humanity at the center of it. In both stories, theres a person on the periphery, enduring consequences of the myth.
Penelopes voice
Bechtels long-ago first exposure to The Odyssey was an episode of Wishbone, the 1990s PBS childrens series where, he explained helpfully, a dog becomes the lead character of classic tales of literature. Penelope, however, was a human woman, as I recall.
An inauspicious introduction? Maybe. Now, though, he has a long list of volumes that he considers the works consulted in the making of Penelope. Emily Wilsons translation of The Odyssey is on it, as well as Margaret Atwoods The Penelopiad, Mary Olivers Devotions: Collected Poems and Annie-B Parsons The Choreography of Everyday Life, a pandemic meditation that considers The Odyssey.
The book that spoke powerfully to McLean was Madeline Millers novel Circe, in which Penelope and her loom figure vividly. McLean borrowed Bechtels copy He tends to carry all of his little source material books around, she said by phone and in it she saw the influence of this strong, witchy woman that they wanted to invoke in their Penelope.
If the character was Bechtel and Steinmetzs when they brought her on, the three of them tailored it to fit McLean, who ultimately wrote the musicals book with them. Through improvisation, they found what she called the connective tissue between the songs. Then professional and personal scheduling conflicts kept her from taking on the role at Hudson Valley Shakespeare.
But what Im hearing from Alex and Eva, McLean said, is that its not necessarily just bespoke to Grace McLean that its translating to Tatiana as well. That makes me feel like we hopefully tapped into something that sounds like Penelopes voice, not just Graces or Alexs or Evas.
The sound of Penelopes voice, of course, is open to invention. The Odyssey, for one, isnt much interested in her.
Bechtel, though, was drawn to that empty space where her voice might have been: The stuff that she didnt get to say in that poem, and the stuff that she didnt get to experience in that poem.
This Penelope is all her story and what he calls a pandemic parable, too. She is a woman trapped at home, suffused with longing, and taking the same nature walk too many times a day.
Remember that?
This article originally appeared in
The New York Times.